9-28-2011

Well, I started back to the gym today. Of course the first person I see when I walk in was Contessa, my trainer that I had. I have not been to the gym in probably 2 months so of course she asked me where I had been. I simply told her the truth...EVERY WHERE BUT HERE. I mean what else was I going to tell her? Bob said I should have told her something about having back issues, but I didn't. Oh well, I am just happy to be going back, and I am hoping to keep with it this time.

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Things have been good here. Nothing really to bitch about. Some of you may notice that I have deleted a few blogs, and the reason I did was because I got to thinking last night that some of them have been down right hateful towards some of the people in my life. Those that have been there for me through it all. Let me just say that I know it does get stressful living with people, and having people live with you, I know this first hand, but I am so thankful that we have had a place to live for the last 2 and a half years. Things really have been good here for a while. I don't need any FaceBook messages telling me what I need to do, or anything else. I am 33 years old and I know what I need to do. Yes, there are some things that still bother me, but I will work through them. I look at it this way....December is right around the corner, and we will be moving in December. It is time. Time to get back out of the nest and move on. I can not wait!

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Tomorrow is the big day. Going to Ft. Worth with Ra-Ra, Mrs. P. and Patti. I love road trips...when you have good company, and I must say, I will be in great company. This should be really fun. We are going to a convention and with these ladies, I am sure there is going to some shopping and other stuff involved. Super excited.

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Well, I guess that is all for now. I need to get busy washing clothes and cleaning the kitchen.

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Ok, I really have no clue where to start. I have been trying to stay pretty busy, yet it has been at many failed attempts. Unless you count staying on Facebook more than 8 hours a day. Sad, I know. You don't have to tell me. I have been in such a funk lately, it is the only that requires minimal effort. We haven't been to the gym in over a month. Why? I have no clue. We can't seem to get on top of everything and stay there, bill wise. I am sick of living where we live. Just so many different things. On the up side, we did join a committee for the Pasadena Livestock Show and Rodeo. We can get in to every show for free, and we can each take 1 guest. We will be going to take the kids to see Kevin Fowler this weekend, but only because it is free. Lol. The AG's office is really pissing me off with my child support. I get it pretty much when they fill like giving it to me. They tell me that the only way I can get it on a regular basis is to have Scott change the paper work at his work, and then I will get paid every 2 weeks, on a regular basis. As of now, I get 2 payments a month, and it could be a payment one week, and another payment the next week, or it could be a payment one week, and 3 weeks later I will get another payment. It is such bullshit. Scott's work takes the same amount of money out of his check every 2 weeks, what is the freaking deal? Anyway, my point was, the rodeo is free, and seeing how shit happens, and too much came out of the bank account this week, and I have not gotten child support, we are broke.
I have been looking for a job, but  it seems like there is nothing out there, or the places that I could get a job, it just would not pay me enough to work there for one reason or another. Make sense?
I will be going to Dallas at the end of the month with Bob's aunt. She owns a monogram business, and there is a convention that she goes to every year. We will be looking into the heat press and screen printing stuff, and maybe I can get into that, and work for her. I just need to make about 900 a month. That is not much.
Anyway, I need to get back to laundry for now.....